I was almost finished this song by Christmas Eve of 2020. That night I was awake working on this song when a violent wind storm hit at about 2:30 in the morning. ( I'm usually awake writing and recording music around that time ) I honestly thought there was going to be a tornado. It was scary and beautiful at the same time. I'll never forget that night.
Lyrics
The world is sicker than hell,
Locked up in the reins of a foreign shadow,
And death is ringing it's bell...
Finding all the pain that we never did know.
This is not another Christmas song,
Or a plea to get the world back on track.
I can still feel your love.
I can heal your pain.
I can hear your prayers,
And I wanna let you know that you're not Alone when you taste your tears.
I've been giving it time.
I've been seeking advice from no one,
And I will no longer hide.
I've even given you stars that glow on.
It's time you had a song to sing....
Something new to let the world hold Onto.
I am not the gifts you bring.
I am not the pain you feel inside.
I am the stars that shine...
The smile on your face when you feel alive.
Thinking of you...
Hope you are too.
I can rarely admit,
Sometimes I find out that there's really, No one,
Hearing the sound of my voice...
Grasping for the arms that reach out to,
Hold them.
But I know that there's a part of you,
That's sees in me the thing you cannot,
Find.
I am at the heart of you.
You are not alone and nor am I.
Sometimes it's such a lonely view...
Just know that I am standing by your side.
Thinking of you...
Hope you are too.